Every night.
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Being social has been so difficult lately.
I don’t think I like this…
lifeinthearctic replied to your post: is it weird that the fact u have “problems” is kind of hot to me?
WAIT IS ANXIETY SUDDENLY HELLA SEXY OH MY GOD FINALLY WHAT GOOD NEWS HOLY SHIT
I can see the Cosmo article now!
How to get him to give you a ring:
Step One - Worry
Step Two - Keep Worrying
Step Three - When he tells you everything will be okay, explain every irrational thought you have ever had including your zombie dreams that exemplify your fear of being alone.
Step Four - Better Still be Worrying
Step Five - If he ever seems too into you, tell him all your flaws at nausea.
Step Six - Worry
Step Seven - Play him the saddest songs you know and point out the parts that remind you of your relationship
Step Eight - Never. Stop. Worrying.
Well, yes. All of this. Every single day. This is exactly what goes through my mind. It’s exhausting.
Hanging Rock Comics valentines: Set 2 of 4
I may or may not have that first convo with my therapist weekly.
I’m resentful and angry at everyone.
I need some me time to get all this shit done and my house clean and my oil changed and my room clean. Yet, I signed up to work half the weekend, just so I won’t feel alone in the hours where I know I’m always alone…
I wish I wasn’t so mad and angry at everyone but my impossible standards makes it difficult to like myself and anyone else, for that matter. I thought once I got thrugh January everything would be okay but I need to catch up…
I’m almost caught up. I need this weekend. Hopefully everything is okay after this weekend.
I don’t know why anyone puts up with me. Sorry, I’m such a bitch/downer/asshole/everything. I just want to lay in bed forever.
Ugh.
Something is broken.
