May 2008
I think curfews are unsafe when driving because kids won’t leave early to get home on time, they’ll leave late and go 90 to get home.
I’m a smart girl. I should stop hurting myself. I’m in a terrible situation. Like a drug addiction. They don’t have this type of rehab.
Soon i will no longer be a teenager and that freaks me out. Who will i be then? I remember wondering if i’d be pretty when i grew up.
Midnight, a 50 year old couple is parked at the avenue in their minivan screaming to 98 rock, and making out. I hope one day i’m that lucky.
Why do i bother anymore? I’m never quite as good enough or as pretty as her. I don’t know why i thought this time would be different.
Why don’t i ever get invited anywhere? Am i that unpleasant to be around? In so many ways i still feel like i’m 14 listening to simple plan.
Sometimes i hope my phone has stopped working as to explain why i didn’t get a text or phone call all that day. It’s always working fine…
Due to my anxiety about getting into a car accident… I can almost guarantee that i’ll awake from deep sleep if a rumble strip is hit.
I could tell you my mood by naming a band. They all sound the same to most but to me there are distinct differences that can’t be replaced.
It took two years but i’m finally able to listen to these albums again and it makes me chuckle instead of cry. “drama doesn’t follow me…”
I’ll like your music a lot less if you suck as a person. I don’t know if that’s fair. You’re selling music not yourself. Hahaha yea right…
I hate who i’m becoming but i know there’s nothing i can do about it. I wish someone would save me.
Sometimes… -I wish i was great at one thing instead of just good at many. -I wish i was someones number one instead of everyones number 4.
I don’t know which is worse. The nightmares or the good dreams that i wake up to realize aren’t true?
Someone please tell me it’s worth it.
The new trend is… Trying to get in our pants to get in the magazine. Suweet. You know you’re a big deal when…
Never thought i’d like driving 60mph. It feels good to leave it all behind. I can’t see my friends so driving makes me feel better.
I love Rent because i would kill to have a group of best friends that are always together like that. Oh and the music is amazing.
UMBC…
I get really lonely. I wish i had someone to fall asleep next to some nights. Sometimes, i really wonder what i’m doing wrong?
I wish i could say no more musicians, but i’m a sucker for a boy that can carry a tune or keep a rhythm. Plus the only place i go are shows.
I feel like weeklyi find a new reason to never consume a drop of alcohol. My internal organs thank you all.
I remember waiting for my best friend to get home on overcast days like this so we can stay out and play til the streetlights came on. I miss her.
Dear suite mates, Thank you for waking me up by playing in the bathroom like you’re five years old. I really appreciate it. - Christine
That is what you call a win at life. I believe in karma.
My bank account now has 40 dollars in it. This better be worth it.
Sometimes i wonder if i really am a fun person. Then i spend a night without my friends and realize i’m pretty awesome even without them.
I can’t flunk out of school because what will my relatives make small talk about?
I hate when people from high school talk to you like you like you were actually good friends in school. I’m not a fan of being fake.
Note to self: Stop stressing about everything you need to do. You know you’re gonna do it before it needs to be done. And if not, it’s probably not that important anyway.
I like my house. I get to spend a substantial amount of time there tomorrow and the rest of the weekend.
Warm weather and cool rain feel like heaven. I want to go to the zoo and have a cook out. I guess my appetite for summer is back.
Hi i’m christine and i’m in love. I sleep constantly and i’ve grown bitter at all things good especially the sun. I’ve also become a recluse.
Armor for sleep somebody elses arms… Bitter. You and good idea should never be in the same sentence. I like seeing your face.
Two weeks left and i think i’m the only person not excited to get out of school. My room is a mess.
Me: i really do look bad
Him: gorgeous
Me: i don’t have any bad habits except my own personality flaws
Him: you have no personality flaws
Me: why are you so nice to me?
Him: because you deserve it
